If you've read my blog over the months then you know that I am in limbo of sorts... not knowing which direction my life is going or supposed to go. It was starting to appear like I might be getting answers for direction, but... recently new developments were revealed and so it appears that we might have gone a step or two forward, but have now gone back to... awaiting another surgery.
So, just when I think I might have somewhat of a clue as to what I am doing with my future... I am again totally and completely in limbo. Not that I was out of limbo before, but I thought I was starting to see the light.
It's okay. Seriously, truly honestly... I've been living in limbo so long I don't know any other way. Living totally and completely with all my faith in God. He has my future in his hands... I'm just along for the ride.
Would you want to know your future? Would you want to know when you will die? Everyone is going to die at some point... that's a fact. But, would you want to know when? Would you want to plan ahead for it? Or prefer to have a surprise? How would you want to spend your last days, months? Do you think knowing when you will die would change how you live your life now? If so, why?
Not knowing the future is a blessing. It gives you something to look forward to. Something to hope for. The element of surprise isn't always bad. It can be fun. Not knowing when you are going to die takes the pressure off of you. The build up, the suspense... no worries.
The future is not written yet... there's still time for change... there's still time to make changes for the better...
I'm glad I don't know my future... I enjoy hoping and dreaming far too much!
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